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- I have been watching pornography and masturbating for 5 years. To make things even worse, I am a deacon and I am a Sunday school servant. I have been confessing about this sin almost regularly ever since I started. Of course, when I commit this sin, all aspects of my life suffer, spiritually, socially, emotionally, etc. It seems that I am trapped in a vicious cycle of committing this sin, then feeling sorry for myself, having a false or pseudo-repentance period, being consistent in my spiritual path for about 5 days, and then falling back. It seems I have tried every advice that my father of confession has given me, yet no matter what, I keep falling, and not only that, but I do not show any signs of progress. I fear that one day soon, I will be like Judas Iscariot, and lose all hope completely. I am at a point in my life where I need God more than ever because I am 21 years old, and I need Him beside me in college. I am just really in need of His guidance, and I fear that every time I commit this sin, He leaves me and I feel extremely alone. I ask you, Your Grace, to first of all, pray for me, and, secondly, to show me how I can at least start to break away from this vicious cycle.
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